Sunday, July 02, 2006
hmm.
went out with kerli.perlin.cheryl today.
went bugis.
had fun.
perlin and kerli so nice can. omg.
perlin bought me a necklace cuz i say i like and i wanna buy.
kerli bought me a BAG cuz i say nice and i wanna buy it next time also.
omg.
i love you girls so much please.
HUGGS <3
perlin and cheryl went home at 3 plus.
kerli lent me money to reserve that really nice top i've been dying to buy for ages.
LOVE YOU GIRL! =)
went to Xcraft and chatted with yuanli and zhongming for awhile.
had fun chatting with them
they are cool people.
anyway i can't believe yuanli is same age as me.
LOL.
btw yuanli is that tall slim girl working in TM's Xcraft.
yups.
she DON'T look my age right!
haha okay.
went to RC to slack.
called wanli down.
while waiting,
i sent ten guys friends whom i considered QUITE close with now a similar message.
and got back their ans.
hmm.
okay.
thanks for your honest opinions guys.
oh the ten guys were: -
//ahjosh
//hsinchang
//ahyuan
//jerome
//damien
//weibin
//lucas
//weiquan
//shaun
//ben
=)
ben is the only one who said i don't look like and don't act like.
thanks =)
okay so.
while waiting.
besides those ten smses.
me and kerli.
we talked about stuffs.
like the usual kind.
and i just broke down.
crying halfway.
wanli and cheryl came.
hmm.
crying was for?
i don't know anymore.
i don't know what to say, what to do.
sigh.
they hurt me so much.
was supposed to write a narrative essay on my chosen exhibition.
i wrote about them.
yups.
maybe i should stop pitying myself.
maybe i should just move on.
well.
i WANT to move on.
but everytime i think about it.
i feel really sad.
my heart feels really pain.
i don't know why.
maybe because they used to give me so much happiness and joy.
that now.
the pain and sadness is just as much.
i just can't move on.
without a reason why they are treating us this way.
give me a good and acceptable reason.
and i'll move on.
so help me.
i will.
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done with my essay anyway.
tmr might be bringin my painting down to paint the dumb thing.
urgh.
COLORS.
have to complete it by tmr.
cuz i think i'm going out on mon.
HAHAH.
oh no.
i still have one more essay.
HAHA die.
okay good luck to me.
weet~
me_________`e-leen *
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